Snow in the Ore Mountains and it turns differently than planned

It's snowing! It has sun and it's sooooo cozy and cozy!

I've been in the Ore Mountains since the beginning of February.
The hotel is located on the edge of the forest and I love to be here!

I came here for teaching, massaging and for my women's retreat, which I wanted to give here.
But as it is so often in life, it turns out differently than you think!

So I got Corona in February. I was extremely limp for three days and my bones hurt
me and then it was almost over. Nevertheless, I had to stay in quarantine. my retreat to May (15th to 19th May 2022).

Life always gives you the right thing! 

The occasion and this obligation of absolute do nothing, have once again let me practice to feel that everything is ok as it is. And a really good idea occupies my head.

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Spontaneously to Madrid to the dance festival 

Since I started dancing again in early 2020, after 16 years, then from March, after Coronabed, everything that had to do with dancing, gymnastics and human meetings. Since then this wish to dance again with a partner has been so much in the field for me.
I constantly checked where I can get back in and above all: may get in!

Because as a non -vaccinated, (but now recovered!) You no longer have access everywhere.
I accept that. Without discussion. And I don't allow anyone, with me, about my attitude to discuss!
So I had a lot of time to see where I could get my dance needs satisfied.

MADRID! 

Yes, it will be Madrid! I am really looking forward to it, especially since my two nephews Aaron and Noah live in Madrid as students.
And I've never been there! So I book my ticket, my course, my two different hotels (one at the place of the festival and one in the city center, 7 minutes walk from my nephew).

It always sounds so great when you write that you are here and there and everyone think: great!
Can I tell you a secret?
I have concerns and fears almost every time I take a trip!

This expresses itself by becoming nervous, constantly having the feeling of having lost or forgotten.
And I keep having to pounding because a fear idea shoots me through my head.

Was that always like that?

Yes. It has always been like that. To travel (I think I have traveled alone has been
a challenge for me for over 30 years that I have been facing over and over again).

Thank God! 

What else would I not have missed, in personality development, courage, knowledge, knowledge, wisdom, people, friends and joy experiences! Yes, of course there are also these lonely and dark moments on the go, and the dangerous moments at some corners, and the inner abysses in which you look into.

But that's exactly what we always talk about: leave the comfort zone!

This makes me a passionate conqueror of my life.
I didn't know anyone and only got to know everyone dancing. Unfortunately we had to wear all masks.
So for three days I was able to dance from morning to evening and was allowed to learn so much new.
I had to fit the first evening with a party because you could only take part in it in white.
And the content of my suitcase was full of black things.
I really want to change that from now on!

After three dance days I drove into downtown Madrid to the second hotel, such a cool and great hostel !!!
I was so enthusiastic that I even sat in the lounge for a whole evening and spent my time with writing.
What strikes me is that in restaurants, in bars and elsewhere, so great music is played everywhere!

It was almost only raining this week, but I ran with my route planner wherever
I got a tip. I also took a free lead and learned
a bit about the city of Madrid, to which I drove so spontaneously
that I hadn't prepared for sightseeing at all.

I met my nephew three times. I was the first evening with Aaron in a football pub (everything becomes a football pub in Spain when Madrid plays against Barcelona) and I was so enthusiastic to feel this life again. Full -filled bars without a distance rules, the loud conversations around us around us, the chaos ... I love it!

I love the silence and I love the shrill.

Again for a short time at home

It is as nice to get back home as to go.
When I speak of home, people ask me if I mean Germany or Sicily.
Both meanwhile! But here in Neckartailfingen I live in the same house, where my theater,
the theater gallery, once lived for 25 years, made my everyday life.

Now I open the front door and I still sniff the theater air, the stories of the people who went here and out, the felled applause of the audience, the laughing faces, the sweat of the many rehearsals, and what can I say? I love the smell of creativity!

However, my creativity has been on the laptop for some time.
With blogging, learning and creating new retreats and courses.

We have April now and in May I'm on the road again.

Until then, I enjoy my stay in my southern German homeland.