Brief review since the beginning of the crisis

After I had to close my theater for Corona in March 2020, all my travel offers to Morocco had to believe in it. And suddenly there was time and space for new things. In this change I felt secretly worn and kissed by fate, because I actually had the feeling of wanting to take a longer break for a while.

I looked at my stressful life, which I, as a theater woman, director, organizer, teacher, actress, on stage and coping with all tasks
behind the scenes over the years overload.

I managed
my theater That is why my concept was also the theater, which is housed in a former listed farmers' barn, for rent for weddings and all company and family celebrations. My team and I also cooked our guests at some events. But unfortunately the really good financial success failed to materialize. I have never managed to live in my mouth over the border and grow beyond. Until then, this hurt me more and more to be ashamed of it. I just never managed to stand up for my value. Neither professionally nor privately.
I sold myself and my services too cheap.

And that was immediately clear to me: it doesn't go on like this anymore!

New opportunities for a new life in happiness and satisfaction

In August I drove to my family to Sicily and spent 4 to 6 weeks in summer as always. When I wanted to return to Germany in September, as originally planned, I asked myself: Seriously ?? What do you want there now? Your theater is closed. Your son is over 20 and independent. And you are here at the sea with your family and even have the opportunity to work here! I yoga and dance lessons, massages and energetic healing sessions.

In November the hotel closed and I moved to the most beautiful room in the hotel!
In a small glass palace over the sea and I had the whole hotel almost for myself!

In total I was 8 months at a time at my father's home and rediscovered my second home.

Now my internet trip started

I dealt with all the topics who were interested, turned on the beach and on the
terrace tutorial videos for my courses and workshops in "Dance to femininity."

I knew I had to invest in my visibility on the Internet now and completed
a 12-week marketing course to gain more understanding in this new profession.
After that I understood that this was just the beginning because I realized
that it was an incredible amount of work and that visiting a course was far from sufficient
to get into visibility online.

It was like darn. I felt visibly as a failure because I knew how much I
had to give and could not reach customers online. I even let myself be coached 1: 1 and
yet it didn't help me build up this new mainstay.

Thoughts like ok, that shouldn't be and nobody wants you ... Ahhh what kind of old crap in the head, which was more and more anchored.

The shame grew.

Diving into my shadow realm and appearing in my kingdom

I looked at all of the feelings and old beliefs that came up from my shadow realm. And reconciled with them by feeling them again and shaking the old pain out and dancing out.

Dance in femininity is my hobbyhorse and my way to healing.

In my retreats, I train movements with the women that supports their femininity, strengthens their self -esteem and increases their self -confidence. Body, mind and soul is connected to each other and so the approaches are different.

The all -important lesson for me but still came

In 2020 I separated from my friend after many years and still had a lot to digest.

In 2021, other women suddenly came up to me who told me about their experiences with men from Morocco. With my personal experiences and intensive dealing with this country and its social conflicts, I was able to help some women
take a step in the right direction for them.

I traveled a lot through this country alone, always towards the desert and during my encounters I always asked Moroccan men and women the question: what their lives are and what they would like for improvement. Young and old women, old and young men.
I also met tourists who told me their stories.

So the Moroccans gave me an insight into the ways of thinking of their culture that helped me
reconcile with my story in this country. I am grateful for this process today
because he led me through all my inner demons and I finally got into my strength and self -love.
I love this country and its people. There I experience a lot of heart energy and magic, the magic of the Orient with all its sides, the most extreme polarities and radiant faces.
Each medal has two sides!

Do not worry Be Happy! Trust! What comes.

So I slipped into this new “role” and today I feel so much more intensely my loyalty to women, so I would like to support women on this topic in 1: 1 coaching from this year 2022.

In retrospect, clarity was probably a very important topic for me in 2021.
I learned to set my limits very well and to live my self -love, to finally trust my intuition because a lot "knew" and I actually felt beforehand, or my wise body told me.
A healer once advised me to listen to my body because it is my oracle. Yes, that's really true! You can feel that if something is wrong and if the body still shows signs, everything is clear to me.

I ran intensive self -care and radically separated from situations and people
who no longer did well and experienced a new freedom and more serenity in the course of 2021.

I had no motto for 2021. But what I lived was:

To follow every trace that interests me to try everything, shadow integration, joie de vivre and clarity.

Unpacking the treasures and gifts

So I also spent the winter on Sicily between online courses, sea,
nature, sun, family, friends, dancing, meditating, yoga, wim Hof ​​egg training
and started to become happy in me and in my life.

In 2021, all the "Arschengel" probably had my treasures unpacked and
let me become a friendlier and more emphatic person (stress makes you old!)

After I had gone through all this development and reconciliation with myself,
I now realized where I want to grow and how I want to live.
I would like to support women in these difficult feelings and relationships
with these men.
Most of the time, the self -esteem is very disturbed and they have become dependent
that is coupled to longing and addiction.
Women who have a helper syndrome or are highly sensitive are usually attracted to this type of man. And since the desert with yoga and retreats is full, they understood how they
have to trigger women from the West.

And yet for me it takes an infinite courage to write about all of this.
But I know that when I write about my shame feelings publicly,
I can help other women who have come into such a situation.

So, that's why my motto for 2022:

Keep focus and get out with it!
Curtain on - Voilá live!

I'm there now!

What will I focus on in 2022?

• Blog
• Write down my stories from Morocco for a later book (for 2023)
• Organize retreats for women in Sicily and the Ore Mountains
• Desert travel /retreat with camel trekking
• Women coach in their self -esteem

Personal:

• Convert my diet to basic
• I trust my intuition
• End my training about intuition this year
• In Sicily 6 months a year life and work

So these are my "ideas" from 2022.

But….

"If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans"

In this sense, foam mer! 

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